phincity

Sunday, August 30, 2009 { 9:45 PM }

when you are tired, a Hug will perk you up. ..
when you are happy, a Hug will share the joy. ..
when you are down, a Hug will take those tears away. ..
when you are lonely, a Hug will show you there's love around. ..

it's always nice to give Hugs. .. b'cos it's worth it. ..

{ 12:01 AM }

"One of the reasons why we crave love, and seek it so desperately, is that love is the only cure for loneliness, and shame and sorrow.' But some feelings sink so deep into the heart that only loneliness can help you find them again. Some truths about yourself are so painful that only shame can help you live with them. And some things are just so sad that only your soul can do the crying for you." ~ Shantaram by Gregory David Roberts

Friday, August 28, 2009 { 8:45 AM }

if only i is skip sept oct nov and the day start again on 21 nov
if only things is simple and managable
if only i is less responsible and wilful
if only people is nicer
if only if only if only
if only christmas come early this year

Thursday, August 27, 2009 { 7:58 AM }

0740 marks the start of another day
loads to clear, loads to do
thinking hard what's next, what's next
at some point, it's lost
focus is not there, why?

Tuesday, August 25, 2009 { 2:06 AM }

an opportunity to travel up north for the weekend with some lovely friends to experience BUTOH. ..
Butoh. .. an interesting artform that looks into the inner self expression via the distortion of movements. ..
the presentation. .. shocking. .. amusing. .. scary at times. ..and the evening ended with a couple of tehs & beers completed with some good chats

Friday, August 21, 2009 { 1:31 AM }

~pai mia lau zha boh~
a favourite line for the next few days, a favourite line from a favourite play

it best describe how my life has become recently
and it will last for a few months

stay strong and breathe is all i can do now

i is ploughing on

Thursday, August 20, 2009 { 12:11 AM }

ohh...m going to cook my own lunch later at 6am
nice mommy help me cut the chicken
and i've got loads of goodies that's going into the soup
felt like a little girl in the kitchen staring at mommy preparing the ingredients for me
oh well, i'm the most useless child among the rest that mommy has
cos i do not cook. .. or i dont know how to. .. or i'm just lazy to cook. ..
whichever it is, i've got to start cooking my own lunch from now on

different variety every other day. ..

I is hungry. ..

Wednesday, August 19, 2009 { 12:21 AM }

read an article this morning about drunk texting
interesting read
it's weird how alcohol can play with your brain and emotion
making you all confuse and emotional
fingers start keying away
and regrets/awkwardness set in the next day

there's a saying that the truth will be spoken when one's drunk
maybe it's true?!
but end of the day, the truth is more valuable when one's sober

Sunday, August 16, 2009 { 2:44 PM }

week 2 of puffy's detox session and all went well. the craving for food has lessen and the fluid diet has become more bearable. puffy is glad that today marked DAY 14 of detoxing and hopefully after the review, a new diet will replace some of the fluid meals. looking forward to tomorrow!

Friday, August 14, 2009 { 11:18 PM }

weird as it may seems
the unsettled feeling has been hounding all day
unsure of why or how
it's not a pleasant feeling at all
should the reaction be like this?
Theoretically, it should not
But, actual feel-ing was
Deep down, the reason is very clear
But denial set in

~ How weird a human heart can be! ~ [phinlosophy I:VI]

{ 9:31 AM }

was wandering about this the whole of last night
"r people scare/afraid of me?"it's more directly related to work, of cos.
other than that, i just don't exist in anybody's world. quite sad huh?. ..

Saturday, August 8, 2009 { 10:58 AM }

as suggested by ms puddy, puffy decided to blog about her diet plan. this diet plan takes 3 months to complete and hopefully it will have some satisfying result thereafter. the diet began on 030809 and the 1st 2 weeks is the detoxication period. terrible. meals were replaced by fluid diet accompanied by 2 type of pills. plenty of water is required to flash out all the toxins in the body and running to the loo became a favourite pastimes. best part is the output looks kind of cool... as it's GREEN in colour and intestinal like. puddy suggested that a photo should be taken to document it but puffy felt it might be too gross for the viewers. the worst part of this detox period was, craving of food is on high alert but a strong determination is needed. puffy had survive 6 days on fluid. *applauds* . .. disappointingly, puffy has a BBQ gathering session tomorrow with loads of great food @ bedok and not forgetting great friends. BUT puffy decided not to attend and definitely will be *screwed* by all the friends. oh well, it's all for a good COST! . .. after 6 days. .. puffy has dropped 4kg!!!!!!

~ appreciate the goodness of real food ~ [phinlosophy I:V]